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kled self-deprecatingly. She was being too sentimental. Even if it were true, it was probably her parents' idea, not his."I wasn't talking about anyone in particular, just feeling things," Chen Xueru...She always put up a tough facade in front of others, but her heart was actually very soft. She had an outward strength and an inward gentleness. This display of vulnerability made him feel a tinge of pity, and he regretted that night's events even more.

It was the first time he had forced himself on a woman, and that night he didn't know how it happened.

"Xue Ru, don't cry anymore." Tang Shuwen gently and patiently soothed her. Chen Xue Ru stopped her tears and was quite surprised by his halfway stop. She thought that even if she didn't want to, he would continue.

Before, Gu Rui had also been like this, she thought all men were like that.

She also knows that suppressing her desires is painful for men.

She turned her head to look at Tang Shuwen. Under the dim light, there was anxiety and tenderness in the man's deep eyes, no anger or disappointment, only pitying comfort for her.

Chen Xue's heart skipped a beat, a sour pain throbbing within.

Does he really care about her

Tears welled up in her eyes. Since the passing of her parents, only her aunt had cared for her. No one else had ever shown her affection.

Tang Shuwu's actions warmed her heart.

Although she didn't know why he, who was always so domineering, would let her go, it didn't matter. She was deeply touched by the outcome.

Tang Shuwen saw tears clouding her eyes, and he felt a slight tremor. He leaned down and kissed her tear-filled eyes. Chen Xue blinked, her long eyebrows sweeping across his lips like a tiny electric current running through his whole body. Her lower body swelled even more intensely.

"Don't look at a man like that, he'll eat you." Tang Shuwen spoke in a low voice. Chen Xueru was startled, his kisses fell on her lips and cheeks, but he didn't go any further.

She could feel his hot breath fanning her face, and the heat radiating from him. She could also feel what was hard against her waist as he leaned in.

His voice seemed to contain a suppressed emotion. Chen Xue felt fear, but also a strange sweetness in her heart.

No matter who it is, being treated this way and cherished like this is sweet.

Even though this man had hurt her.

"Sorry…" Chen Xue-ru suddenly blurted out an apology, she didn't know why. Perhaps she hadn't met his expectations, or maybe she had expressed her cold and distant feelings. She feared that in their future married life, she wouldn't be able to give him what he desired.

A marriage without love can be declared over without needing a reason.

No one can stand a frigid wife. Perhaps she should come clean sooner rather than later, as she loathes this situation. This marriage won't last long; he won't be able to take it.

Although xg is not everything in marriage, it is an indispensable part of it.

If marriage is like a dish, xg is the salt in the dish. A dish without salt is hard to swallow.

"Are you crazy What apology" Tang Shuwen pursed her lips, lying down. He wouldn't force her, nor would he be unhappy about it. After all, she brought this upon herself. Who could she blame

"Tang Shuwu, if…" Chen Xueru felt she needed to be honest. There was nothing to deceive about this. The first few times he didn't seem to mind, but if she did it repeatedly, he would eventually get tired of it. If she waited until he was tired, it would be better to say it from the beginning: "I... hate doing this."

Tang Shuwu chuckled wryly, "Because of me"

“No!” Chen Xue grasped his hand tightly. “Gu Rui and I are fine, he always said I was cold and emotionless, like a dead fish, very boring. He got tired of me soon enough, and I felt relieved that he didn’t want me anymore. Every time we did this, I just wanted to get it over with because I found it humiliating and painful. He…he made me see a psychologist, I refused, and we fought about it many times. I…”

"Enough! Stop talking." Tang Shuwu suddenly stopped her, Chen Xueru was startled and turned to laugh at herself. As expected, he was angry too. No one could bear to have a wife who was so cold and unfeeling, right

Moreover, he knew about her past with Gu Rui. Now, she was so blatantly bringing it up on his bed, he would definitely be furious and embarrassed. Men are all obsessed with cleanliness, no matter how many women they've had, they have a chauvinistic notion that their wife should only belong to them.

Tang Shuwen lit a bedside lamp. Chen Xueru's face was pale, her lips clenched tightly as if enduring some humiliation. She saw the anger in his eyes. Chen Xueru thought, he might also want to scold her like Gu Rui, maybe even divorce her, maybe... She didn't know what he was going to say, she just knew he was very angry.

His eyes were cold and filled with anger. Seeing Chen Xue like this, his heart ached. He reached out to caress her lips and said softly, "Don't bite your lip, I'm not angry with you."

He was Qi Gu Rui, Chen Xue Ru had only ever been with one man, Gu Rui. He naturally knew that they were in love back then. He thought Gu Rui would treat her extremely well, but the reality wasn't what he imagined.

Chen Xue said that night was Gu Rui who let her go in place of Han Bi, so she was given to Carlo by Gu Rui, and then given to him by Carlo. She was still Gu Rui's woman back then. This kind of beastly thing he could do, how much wronged Xue Ru suffered beside him

He had people investigate this matter, and it turned out to be exactly as Chen Xue described. So his prejudice and aversion towards her disappeared. Without the original prejudice and aversion, he gradually began to see her good qualities.

Gu Rui, that bastard, not only didn't cherish her but also hurt her so badly.

Because of xg's coldness, she went to see a psychologist, and it turned out to be so extreme. It can be imagined how much verbal abuse he usually gave Xue Ru. Thinking about this, my heart aches involuntarily.

If it were Xue Ru's first encounter with him, he would never let her suffer such grievances, nor would he allow her to single-handedly raise a child through such hardships for several years, only to be mistreated by him now.

Tang Shuwen was startled by his own thoughts.

When did he ever harbor such thoughts, wanting to be good to her.

Knowing the wrongs she had suffered in the past, he even wanted to kill Gu Rui.

Chen Xue like let go of her lips, Tang Shuwen pecked her lip, "Listen, don't overthink it, I'm not angry with you, Xue ru, I admit, in the past, I misunderstood you. The things that happened in the past, true or false, we just don't talk about them. Perhaps, it was really my fault, I wronged you."

Chen Xue as didn't quite understand what Tang Shuwu meant by that. Tang Shuwu held her hand, "Gu Rui is a jerk, and of course, I'm not anything good either in your eyes. Forget everything he said, and everything I said."

She was even more stunned, staring at Tang Shuwenn, completely unable to understand what he meant.

"What are you trying to say" Chen Xue asked.

Tang Shuwen thought for a moment, as if organizing her words, pursed her lips and pondered for a while, "Since we are married, you have also given birth to a child for me, we are destined to be entangled in this life. You can't fall in love with me right now, and I can't forget Zhao Yuning for a while, but since we are husband and wife, it is a lifetime, let us forget everything that happened before, okay Let's start over."

"You…" Chen Xue looked at him in surprise, "Aren't you very angry with me"

"I think I was wrong," Tang Shuwenn frankly admitted her mistakes, lightly tapped her nose, "Forget that jerk."

The tenderness in his eyes made her feel like she was about to fall into the web he had woven. Chen Xue couldn't help but be a little afraid, as many things suddenly seemed unclear. She couldn't understand why his attitude had changed so quickly.

He seemed to see through her thoughts and after a moment's pause said, "You can just think of it as being for our little Nian. You wouldn't want him to see his parents seeming to be at odds."

"But I..." Chen Xue bit her lip, struggling. Tang Shuwu's eyes darkened, "Don't you want to give it a try with me"

He was confident in his ability to make a woman fall in love with him.

However, perhaps Xue Ru still has Gu Rui in her heart.

Chen Xue didn't know how to say it, her heart was warm, but when she thought of her own coldness, it was like a basin of cold water poured down. Didn't Tang Shuwenn just not understand what she was saying

"Tang Shuwen, I heard that a marriage without sex won't be happy. You'll soon get tired of this kind of life, and we're bound to split up eventually. I want to wait until Xiaonian is more sensible..."

He suddenly smiled, she stopped her voice, looking at him in bewilderment. Why was he smiling

He grabbed her hand and kissed it, saying, "Silly girl, no woman is born cold. Relationships between men and women can be wonderful. I'm sorry for the bad experiences you've had. All I can say is that if I wasn't able to make you feel desire, or even disgust, then it was a lack of ability on my part, nothing to do with you. Don't call yourself cold."

"But..."

"Since you're so worried, why don't we continue" Tang Shuwen teased. He really wanted to continue, after coaxing her to sleep he would go for a cold shower, it was truly a torture in the middle of winter.

Chen Xue Ru fell silent. Tonight's Tang Shu Wen was unlike any she had ever seen - warm, calm, gentle, considerate, generous, honest and sincere. He was worlds apart from his usual self, comforting her while not hiding his yearning for her. It made her truly want to give it a try with him.

Perhaps, it wouldn't be so repulsive and hateful after all.

"Alright, I was just teasing you. Go to sleep." Tang Shuwen lay down and gently held her, Chen Xue ru said, "Turn off the lights okay"

Tang Shuwen turned off the light.

In the darkness, he endured the fire that was sparked by the friction of their skin. He knew Chen Xue-ru resisted, but he didn't move. He didn't want her to reject him more, to hate him even more.

This bastard Gu Rui, how could he turn her into this Such fear.

He caressed her long hair with pity. This girl was truly unfortunate. She had met Gu Rui and him in succession, both treating her so poorly. Over the years, she had suffered a great deal. She hadn't become cynical or bitter, but instead maintained her innocence. That was truly rare.

Suddenly, Chen Xue's hand reached out and touched his chest. Tang Shuwu stiffened, his body suddenly tensing up. He had been suppressing his desires, but her sudden touch felt like igniting a suppressed flame.

He took a deep breath, the pain was truly excruciating. He was about to try and separate himself for a moment's rest when he heard Chen Xue's soft voice whispering in his ear, "You... aren't you suffering Actually, I can... I could..."

Before she could finish her sentence, Tang Shuwenn swiftly flipped over and pinned her down, kissing her passionately.

Such an obvious invitation, how could he not understand it.

She is willing to take a step, he couldn't ask for more.

Her little tongue kept dodging his pursuit. Tang Shuwen had made up his mind to arouse all her passion, how could he let her go He held onto her tongue and kissed her until she was almost breathless. His hands also covered her softness, gently rubbing it. His lips followed the curve of her chest, taking hold of the tip and causing it to blossom even more beautifully under his wet and teasing touch.

Chen Xue endured his touch, without a word. Tang Sh yumu voiced, “Uncomfortable”

Chen Xue-ru shook her head. She wasn't uncomfortable, she didn't know how to explain it herself. Not uncomfortable, but not feeling happy either. Her body ached all over, making her uneasy.

His fingers sank into her body. Though they had only made it halfway before, they had reached the end now. She wasn't overly dry inside, and he slowly managed to get in three fingers. A jolt of electricity ran from her toes to her scalp, making her feel like she was on fire, burning hot and intense. She whimpered in discomfort, then quickly bit her lip, stifling any sound.

Tang Shuwen kissed her, coaxing her not to bite her lip. When he entered her, she was rejecting him, her whole body stiff as a stone. Chen Xue'ru feared disappointing him, so she tried to relax herself, but the effect was poor.

He found their joining point, found the huanucleus, gently kneading and stroking, stimulating her passion. Chen Xue felt all sensations concentrated in a certain part of her body, clearly feeling his slow movement and swelling.

Her body slowly relaxed, becoming soft as water under his skilled touch. Tang Shuwen's movements also gradually accelerated, intensifying, but she dared not be too rough. She really wanted to take him hard. Her body was wet and tight, naturally contracting around him, never having felt this exhilarating before. It swept over all of his senses, wanting only to gallop with unrestrained speed.

But he was considerate of her feelings. Chen Xue, as it were, already disliked this matter, and after his previous rough treatment of her, overly intense actions would only make her feel alienated. So his touch was gentle yet firm, not reckless, with the sincere intention of bringing her pleasure as well.

Gradually, her body warmed up and she started to react. Tang Shuwen felt it and kissed her hard on the lips, thrusting into her with force. He was more excited by her pleasure than his own orgasm.

Long live harmony!!

This is 4000, the top two more.d looked at him with infinite expectation and grievance, "Little brother, if you touch a little further down, I'll get excited. I get excited easily in the morning..."He looked up at Mo Chen earnestly...